At the start of a relationship, no one knows if love will prevail or if love will come into the relationship at all. When we are in a relationship, being loved and being in love with someone can feel so wonderful. Love can make you feel great, love can make you experience the great joy that life has to offer. Love can make you pay attention to that special someone more than you can ever imagine. Everything is great in the relationship when things are good with the expectation that things will last forever and always. Speaking for myself, I know how it feels to be in love and how it feels not to be loved. Trying to learn from past experiences and from past relationships, can be very tiresome, but I have to be willing to learn and make changes within myself and not fall for the dumb s*** from the past right?? There have been times when a relationship ended and it was totally my fault (hey I wasn’t perfect, never have been never will be I am only human). There have been times when I know for a fact I was really in love and I did nothing wrong in the relationship. Once the relationship ended do you know what happened? It felt like love came along and knocked me the f*** out. We may get to the point where we don’t care and we want to let love go for good. But no, we meet someone else and that great feeling starts all over again. If it is not meant to be, love comes along and kicks our ass again and again and again until we get it right or until love feels like it wants to stick around for a very long time. Love is nothing to play around with when it comes to dealing with the heart and feelings of another person. Hey it takes a fool to play with love and not to expect to experience consequences and repercussions from their negative actions. The great R & B singer Teddy P (RIP) said it best “Looks Like Another Love TKO” man he was right.

Final Thought: When the relationship ends and the love is gone it can feel like nothing else matters in this world. No one wants to keep getting knocked down and knocked out by love. It can be hard to get up from and that s*** starts to hurt over a period of time. Well I guess we have to keep trying until we win. Or do we??? Thanks for reading…

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Love Me

Love me in a way that makes my heart skip a beat

Love me in a way that makes your kisses taste ever so sweet

Love me in a way to the point that I will feel no shame

Love me in a way that while making love I will shout out your name

Love me in a way like you could love no other

Love me in a way that defines forever

Love me in a way that makes me feel fine

Love me in a way that always puts me on cloud nine

Love me in a way like you never did before

Love me in a way that touches my soul down to its core

Love me in a way that will make me feel like a king

Love me in a way that will make the angels sing

Love me in a way that will be better than okay

Love me in a way that is special and tell me that you will stay

Love me in a way that does not consist of lust

Love me in a way that will gain my trust

What I am asking you to do is easier than counting one two three

All I am asking you to do is simply LOVE ME!!!

Final Thought: All of this is easier said than done, but anything is possible if one is willing to put forth the effort. Thanks for reading…

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If This Heart Could Talk

If this heart could talk, it would tell you all about the joy and pain it has experience with this thing called life. If this heart could talk, it would tell you how many times it has been broken because of love lost and how some have stomped the trust right out of it. This heart would tell you how it has been lost and confused by love and how it feels to not be loved. This heart can tell you how it would love a woman and how it puts a great feeling when it comes to making sweet and passionate love to a woman. It would tell you what it means to be loved and how to love. This heart can tell you that it has cried a thousand times because someone broke it and how someone misused it just to save their own hide. If this heart could talk, it will tell you how someone called themselves breaking it gently and “sparing it feelings” which doesn’t make since. This heart will tell you how it thinks about the true meaning of love all the time and how it can’t wait to experience the joy it deserves. If this heart could talk, it would tell you what it really feels like to to be broken in two. This heart will also tell you how it feels to play the game and be played by the game when it comes to relationships, especially the one it wanted the most. If this heart could talk, it will tell you that because it was lost and confused, it caused one to break someone else heart and it feels like the pain that it is experiencing, is payback for all of the dumb s*** it has done in the past. This heart will also tell you that it is not perfect in any way, shape, or form. Believe it or not, this heart does talk everyday, but what it says seem to fall on one’s deaf ears at times. If this heart could talk, would anyone listen???

Final Thought: Some may say that the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Well I am not hungry, so why can’t someone find the right way to my heart without feeding me?? My heart is hungry for love and joy, not for steak and shrimp. Thanks for reading…

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Are You Thinking Of Me

Are you thinking of me in a way that will make you smile?

Are you thinking of me in a way that will make your heart jump for joy?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you can feel loved?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you can have love in your heart?

Are you thinking of me in a way that will make you want to spend forever with me?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you need me?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you want me?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you can feel my kisses?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you desire me?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you will be soaked?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you can feel me pleasuring you?

Are you thinking of me in a way that will make you explode with passion?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you must have me at this very moment?

Are you thinking of me in a way that you will never want to be with anyone else?

If you are thinking of me as much as I am thinking of you, then your answer to every question should be YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!

Final Thought: If someone can ask that special someone these questions and get a answer of “yes” every single time and mean it, the relationship will be that more special and great. Do you agree? Thanks for reading…

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A Crazy Ass Feeling

There is a feeling inside of me that I can’t stand and I can’t seem to get rid of. It is a feeling of uncertainty, a feeling of betrayal and a feeling of loneliness. Our relationship started out good and it seemed that it would last until the end of time. To me it felt like our relationship came right out of a fairy tale book. You came into my life at a point when I needed that special someone and I felt like you were that special someone who could fill a void in my life. We laughed together, we shared each others feelings and opinions, we made passionate love like no two people on earth could ever do. You made me feel like I was on top of the world and nothing and no one could touch me. I put my heart in your hands and I not only asked you, I begged you to handle it with extreme care. I talked about you to everyone within a hear shot, because I felt in my heart that you were my queen and you would love me forever. It was one of the best feelings in the world, so I thought. Now let me get back to explaining this crazy ass feeling that I am experiencing inside of me. I feel like pure s*** and it feelings like you took my heart in your hands and slammed it to the ground and stomp the love right out of it. You started talking to me in a disrespectful tone. I felt like you were looking for a easy way out of the relationship just so you could go out and “do you”. It made me wonder if you gave a damn about my feelings, hell I even wonder if you think about me or care if I am still living. Because of this crazy ass feeling, its hard for me to see a car like yours, listen to your favorite song or even go to some of the places we use to go…. DAMN IT WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?? THIS FEELING NEEDS TO GO AWAY!! IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT YOU AND IT HURTS TO BREATH.. MAN THIS FEELING IS NOT GOOD AT ALL. DAMN MY STOMACH HURTS AND MY MIND HURTS AND MY SOUL HURTS. WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?? I AM TRYING TO TELL MYSELF TO JUST LET IT GO AND MOVE ON, BUT IT’S SO F***ING  HARD TO DO. I KNOW THAT I AM NOT P**** WHIPPED AND I DON’T HAVE ANY BAD INTENTIONS TOWARDS YOU. IT’S JUST THAT THIS CRAZY ASS FEELING IS TERRIBLE. PAIN PAIN GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK INTO MY HEART EVER AGAIN. Oh well let me calm down and stop being in my feelings and start living again. Yeah yeah I think that would be the best thing to do, hell I might just move on to the next one like you did. You made it real hard for the next female, but hey its worth a try. So let me end this with these closing words as day turns into night one way or another I will be alright. So peace out!!!

Final Thought: This is a feeling that can make you seem like you’re going crazy and about to lose your mind. It’s a feeling that no one should ever have to experience in life. But you know what? Time can heal pain and pain doesn’t last forever. Thanks for reading…

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The First Encounter

When I first saw you, I said to myself “damn she’s fine, but there is something very special and unique about her” and I wanted to make you mine right then and there. I knew that it would take time to get to that point and I was ready, welling and able to go through the very special process. I knew I had to say something to get your attention even though we had other people around us. I was so scared and nervous that it was hard for me to put my words together just to say hello believe it or not. I was worried that you might look at me funny and tell me to step the hell off and get a life or you would tell me that you were involved with someone. Well after manning up I said “hello” and you responded with “hello and how are you doing”. I asked you if you were seeing anyone and you said no you were not, and I said to myself “that’s good damn good”. Me being me I said something silly to make you smile and when you did, my heart skipped a beat. Your smile and your voice sent chills up and down my spine. I knew at that moment you were a beautiful person not only on the outside, but on the inside as well. To be honest, I didn’t believe in love at first sight. Now I can say that after our first encounter, you have made a believer out of me. There are times when I wish I could turn back the hands of time and relive the first time I saw you over and over again. All I can do now is cherish that special moment and keep it in my heart forever and for always. So when ever I am having a rough day, I just sit and smile because I always re-visit the first encounter with someone as lovely as you.

Final Thought: I truly believe that it is possible to be attracted to someone not because of their looks or their physical features and fall head over heels for them at the drop of a dime. There is a special power or force that can draw two people together and make their first encounter seem to last forever. The first encounter is the best encounter to the start of a strong loving relationship. Thanks for reading…

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My Mother The Super Hero

To me my mother is a real super hero with special powers that are out of this world. She is stronger than anyone that I know on this planet and she displays her strength all the time. Her strength comes from within and she has the power to be strong when no one else can. My mom has great healing power also. When I was sick, she stuck right by my side and nursed me back to good health. She has x-ray vision and she can see into the root of whatever problems that I have. My mother has psychic powers too. I know for sure because she can read my mind and tell me what I am thinking about. My mom has something I like to call “the power of strong suggestion”. She will always say “I am not telling you what to do, but I strongly suggest you do this” and I wind up following her suggestion 95 % of the time. Now her weakness is simple, she gets tired like anyone else because she is only human. My mother may not be able to save the whole world, she may not be faster than a speeding bullet, but in my eyes and in my heart she will always be my super hero. Now that is a real mother for you.

Thank you mom for carrying me in your belly for the months before I was born.

Thank you mom for being in labor for all of those hours.

Thank you mom for giving birth to me.

Thank you mom for taking care of me while I was a child.

Thank you mom for teaching me what’s right from wrong.

Thank you mom for loving me all of these years.

Thank you mom for not giving up on me.

Thank you mom for your courage.

Thank you mom for all of your love and support.

Basically I want to say thank you mom for everything and I love you with all of my heart.


Final Thought: I would like to say happy mother’s day to all of the mothers around the world. I wish you joy and happiness. Enjoy your day ladies, you all deserve it. Thanks for reading…

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