Never Wanted

I never wanted to control you or tell you what to do

All I wanted to do is adore you and love you

I never wanted to make you unhappy and sad

All I wanted to do is make you happy and glad

I never wanted to break your heart

All I wanted to do is be with you right from the start

I never wanted to be alone

All I wanted to do is let our love be known

I never wanted to argue fuss or fight

All I wanted to do is make sure our relationship was alright

I never wanted to bring you any type of hurt or pain

All wanted to do is to love you over and over again

I never wanted to make you cry

All I wanted to do is be that special someone who is a glimmer in your eye

I never wanted you to be with another

All I wanted to do is be yours forever

I never wanted to admit to my mistakes

All I wanted to do is love you and do whatever it takes

I never wanted to feel the hurt and fell like s***

All I wanted to do is learn and grow from this

I never wanted to have my heart broken and tossed in the trash can

All I wanted to do is continue to evolve and become a better man

Final Thought: I had to go through some things to learn how to become a better man; hell I am still learning how to do that. I made mistakes and I have broken some hearts in my day, but when the tables were turned and I had to feel the pain, wow it was a shock to my system. Just goes to show you no one’s perfect. Thanks for reading…

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1 Man 2 Hearts

I am only one man, but it feels like I have two hearts

They beat as one, but their feelings are different and the conversation never stops

Heart 1 says that love can conquer all no matter what

Let love flow and ignore that strange feeling in your gut

I will retain love and happiness inside of me for a long while

I will make sure that you are happy and be able to maintain a joyful smile

Heart 1 says that special someone I and will love and be together

It said that special someone and I will stay in love and it will last forever

Heart 1 said that when her and I make love to put my all into it

To make sure she feels all of me and calm her spirit

Heart 1 says to love her and treat her like a queen

Make sure to love her and respect her to the fullest and leave nothing in between

Heart 1 says to love her mind, body, and soul

Do all of this and we will achieve the ultimate goal

Heart 2 says that love did not conquer all

Look how love hurt you and now you feel very small

Heart 2 says look how happiness and love let you down

Now that smile is nothing more than a heartache turned into a frown

Heart 2 says that when it comes to love there is no such thing as being together forever

That is love way of giving you false hope, now isn’t that clever

Heart 2 said remember when it was said to put your all into it while making love

That did not work and now it seemed like it was only sex, what were you thinking of

Heart 2 says it was said to treat her like a queen and leave nothing in between

You did that and it got you nowhere do you see what I mean

Heart 2 said that Heart 1 said do all of those things and achieve the ultimate goal

All of that was done, but you are hurting and it might be time for us to become cold

Heart 2 said see I told you that this thing called love is not your type

Feeling loved and being in love is nothing but a bunch of hype

Heart 2 says there is no such thing as joy, there is only pain

It is almost like no sunshine only clouds and a lot of rain

Now I am starting to think that there is no feeling of love or joy

It feels like it is just something to distract me from life, you know like a decoy

Final Thought: There is one man with two hearts who have different feelings within. Now after doing all the right things and still getting hurt and coming up with the “short end of the stick” what heart makes more sense to listen to. Heart 1 or Heart 2??? Thanks for reading…

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Love Me

Love me in a way that makes my heart skip a beat

Love me in a way that makes your kisses taste ever so sweet

Love me in a way to the point that I will feel no shame

Love me in a way that while making love I will shout out your name

Love me in a way like you could love no other

Love me in a way that defines forever

Love me in a way that makes me feel fine

Love me in a way that always puts me on cloud nine

Love me in a way like you never did before

Love me in a way that touches my soul down to its core

Love me in a way that will make me feel like a king

Love me in a way that will make the angels sing

Love me in a way that will be better than okay

Love me in a way that is special and tell me that you will stay

Love me in a way that does not consist of lust

Love me in a way that will gain my trust

What I am asking you to do is easier than counting one two three

All I am asking you to do is simply LOVE ME!!!

Final Thought: All of this is easier said than done, but anything is possible if one is willing to put forth the effort. Thanks for reading…

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Love Can Make You Love Can Brake You

Love can make you…very strong

Love can make you…do no wrong

Love can make you…feel great

Love can make you…erase the hate

Love can make you…have fun

Love can make you…become as one

Love can make you…explode with passion

Love can make you…feel great with satisfaction

Love can make you…feel a lot better

Love can make you…want a person forever

*But when the love is no more*

Love can brake you…make you frown

Love can brake you…and bring you down

Love can brake you…make your world seem hazy

Love can brake you…and make you go crazy

Love can brake you…make you lonely

Love can brake you…and make you spend all of your money

Love can brake you…make you want to cry

Love can brake you…and destroy your pride

Love can brake you…make you push others away

Love can brake you…and ruin your day

Love can make you and love can brake you while tearing your world apart

Love can make you and love can brake you while hurting your heart

Final Thought: This thing called love is great yet strange. FYI love can make you, love can brake you, yet love will never forsake you. Thanks for reading…

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Someone To Love

As I look to the sky above

I am wishing for someone to love

I begin to look to the left and then I look to the right

But there is still no one insight

I hope wish and pray

For someone beautiful and lovely to come my way

I sit and wait all alone

Wondering if someone will call or text my phone

At times I see others hugging and kissing

I say to myself damn that is what I am missing

I want to cry and scream out loud

Now I know why my smile is turned upside down

I don’t know what else to think of

Other than wanting SOMEONE TO LOVE

Final Thought: Having that special someone to love, can mean the world to the other person. If it’s meant to be it will be period. There is always someone meant for someone in this world and love will prevail in due time. My advice, don’t love just anyone, wait so that you can love that special someone. Thanks for reading…

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Being You

I look in your eyes and I see greatness

I look at your face and I see beauty

I hear you speak and I can hear the sound of a angel talking

I see you smile and my heart skips a beat

I kiss your lips and I can taste the nectar of loveliness

I make love to you and I can feel your warm juices of passion

I think of you and my mind feels at ease

I hold you in my arms and I feel loved and at peace

I want you in my life and I need you in my life

I just want to say thank you so much for being who you are and thank you for BEING YOU

Final Thought: Just be you and others will see all of the great qualities that exist within you. Being you will make the love shine through. Thanks for reading…

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Happy Birthday Grandma

As I look upon a star

I like to say happy birthday grandma

I never knew what present to give you

You would tell me a hug and kiss will do

As I got older and became a man

You would say “you’re never to old to hold my hand”

Your last words to me were to be good

I cried and said “yes I know like a grandson should”

When I cry and my tears leave streaks

I can feel your precious hands wiping my cheeks

When I get on my knees and pray at night

I can hear you say “don’t forget to sit up straight and eat right”

I know you’re the best by far

I want to say I Love You and HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA

Final Thought: My Grandma Hazel birthday is today and she would have been ninety-four (94) and I miss her so much. Every year on her birthday, I sit and cry as I think about her. I think about her everyday, but for some reason, I seem to think about her and I cry non-stop. I remember when I was a kid, I would beg my dad to let me spend the night at my grandma house. She would even call my dad and ask him if it was his weekend to pick me up and if it was, she would tell him to drop me off at her house. At that time I was her only grandchild and yes she spoiled me, but never let me lose sight of who I was and to always be well manner. As she got older, her health began to fail and I would go to see her just about everyday. I still remember the last time I saw her in the hospital and she was having trouble breathing and she could barley talk. She took a deep breath and said to me “you be good” and for a moment she was breathing good. After that she started having trouble breathing again. It caught me off guard and I was stuck for a moment. She passed away a few days later in 2000 and she was seventy-nine (79). Her funeral was suppose to be the following week, but because of the weather, her funeral wasn’t until two weeks later and her funeral was held on my birthday. So you can only imagine the feelings that were going on inside of me. I love you grandma and happy birthday. Thanks for reading…

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