The Smoke Screen

There are times when I really feel like “love” means you and I. It’s a feeling that I can’t put into words. The way you look at me, makes me feel strong and special. Heck, when you touch me I get a warm and comfortable feeling inside of me. I talk about you all the time and smile whenever I think of you. In my mind and in my heart you’re the perfect woman and your love means the world to me. Our relationship is a loving relationship and we are truly the “perfect couple” that people should take notice of. Finally, all of the stars in the galaxy are aligned and all is good in the world. Yeah that sounds great and all; to bad it seems like you are just blowing smoke up my a** and taking me for a ride into the land of bulls***. You seem to be holding on to your past, every time we are suppose to get together you give me a dumb a** excuse as to why we can’t go out, and when I want to make love to you or receive some “loving” from you you come with “my time of the month” phase. Oh let’s not forget how you let your eyes wonder around and say that you’re just being cautious about your surroundings. Hell I feel like a ghost when you talk around me or in codes like I am not even in the same vicinity as you. Most of all, we don’t even do the special things/little things that count in a relationship anymore. You seem so distant and DAMN IT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL!!! Now if I did all of these things to you, would you stay or would you go?? Quick you must decide before the smoke clears.

Final Thought: If someone doesn’t want to be in a relationship anymore, why can’t they just say so instead of stringing the other person along or try to spare their feelings? Now I know no one is perfect, but damn I would prefer someone to tell me to my face that the relationship is over, rather than throw s*** in my face and tell me not to worry it’s only chocolate ice cream. That’s just down right stupid right?? Thanks for reading

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Never Wanted

I never wanted to control you or tell you what to do

All I wanted to do is adore you and love you

I never wanted to make you unhappy and sad

All I wanted to do is make you happy and glad

I never wanted to break your heart

All I wanted to do is be with you right from the start

I never wanted to be alone

All I wanted to do is let our love be known

I never wanted to argue fuss or fight

All I wanted to do is make sure our relationship was alright

I never wanted to bring you any type of hurt or pain

All wanted to do is to love you over and over again

I never wanted to make you cry

All I wanted to do is be that special someone who is a glimmer in your eye

I never wanted you to be with another

All I wanted to do is be yours forever

I never wanted to admit to my mistakes

All I wanted to do is love you and do whatever it takes

I never wanted to feel the hurt and fell like s***

All I wanted to do is learn and grow from this

I never wanted to have my heart broken and tossed in the trash can

All I wanted to do is continue to evolve and become a better man

Final Thought: I had to go through some things to learn how to become a better man; hell I am still learning how to do that. I made mistakes and I have broken some hearts in my day, but when the tables were turned and I had to feel the pain, wow it was a shock to my system. Just goes to show you no one’s perfect. Thanks for reading…

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