It’s hard to realize that our love has gone away

I tried everything within my power to get you to stay

You promise me that we would be together forever no matter what

But I see that was your way of getting me to keep my mouth shut

We agreed to work on our relationship to make it loveable and strong

Now I have to accept the fact that will never happen and I was dead wrong

You said that you wanted our love to last

But you could never let go of your other from your past

Love is a four letter word that means the world to me

You said you felt the same way too but you wanted to be free

I am a hopeless romantic who wears his feels on his sleeves

You took advantage of that and don’t care if my heart bleedes

I know that I am not a perfect man by any mean

But you made sure to give people the impression that you were the perfect queen

You wanted to have your cake and eat it too

I felt like a second fiddle and that I could no longer do

You took my love you took my heart and I felt like I wanted to die

That’s when I knew it was time to say good-bye

Final Thought: When you put your all into a relationship and come up with the short end of the stick, that’s enough to make you feel like s***. Just cry and tell them to kiss your a** and say good-bye. Thanks for reading…

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Is It Worth It

This topic is for some people (including myself) who have been down this road that I am about to mention. When a relationship is over, is it worth it to act like a press a** fool? Is crying your eyes out and feeling like life has no meaning anymore because a relationship ends? Think about it, some will keep calling the other person begging for another chance, some will text the other person so much that their cell phone provider will be like “damn they’re press”. Hell some folks will show up at the other person’s house uninvited just to start trouble. Then to make matters worse, some will even damage the other person’s car beyond repair. Some people will keep digging for information on the other person even after the relationship is over. Why?? Just so that they can find some things and get hurt even more?? If the relationship is over and done for whatever¬† reason, I say try your best and get over it. I can say that I have been on both sides of the road. I have been on the road that had me crying like a baby in need of a diaper change, I have been on the road that had me begging the other person to stay with me and let’s love each other and stay together no matter what. Especially if I know that I didn’t do anything wrong for the relationship to end. I do have to admit, I was the reason that some of the relationships that I was in ended because I was young, dumb, and insecure about myself. That was then and this is now!!! I have been on the road that had me caught in between someone who couldn’t let go and someone who didn’t let go, but told me something totally different. I am no expert, but to me all of that crazy a** stuff is not worth the time or energy. Listen, if s*** was worth anything, then poor people would have been born without an a**hole. Meaning, take your a** in a corner somewhere, shed some tears and get yourself together. The relationship is over, but life goes on.

Final Thought: Sometimes emotions can get the best of us and cloud are judgement to the point where we can’t think clearly. No matter how much it hurts when a relationship ends, you should never let someone make you loose your self control. It’s not worth it at all. It’s not worth giving up your freedom, it’s not worth giving up your hard earn money to pay for items that you might have destroyed because you let your emotions get the best of you. Life is worth living and love comes and goes. Is it worth it to love life? Yes!! Is it worth it to act like a fool and show the other person that they have that control over you? Hell no!! Thanks for reading…

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My Dad + My Pops= Me

My dad is real cool in my eyes because he can be like my big brother and my best friend all rolled into one person. He is someone who I can talk to about anything and not be judged for my mistakes. Yet when I am wrong, he is someone who will let me know that I am wrong and he will definitely put me in my place at the same time. We can hangout talk and have a few “cold ones” or our favorite drink Remy Martin VSOP. He is someone who I really look up to and I want to make him proud of me. I always wanted to be a dad just like him, but only better. Now I am not saying he is/was a bad dad, I always wanted to be like him, yet be my own man and teach my kids to be a better dad than me. My dad is the best dad and I love him and I want to thank him for always being apart of my life.

Now my pops is somewhat different than my dad. He is real cool, but he is so laid back that it seems as if nothing bothers him at all. He reminds me a lot like James Bond (007), but cooler. I can talk to him also, but his answers seem to come out in a smooth but stern tone like Barry White (RIP). He makes me think about my mistakes and how I can better myself as a dad and as a man also. My pops is funny as hell too and he can make you laugh and feel better at the same damn time regardless of the situation. This man has been there for me in my time of needs and I love him for anything and everything that he has done for me.

With these two dudes on my side, how can I loose?? Some people can’t say that they have two fathers, let alone one father. Well I am proud to say that I have two fathers and I will do everything within my power and make them both proud of me. Love you guys and thanks for everything.

Final Thought: My mom use to tell me when I was younger that my dad is my father (her ex-husband) and my pops (her husband) was my father too. Now back then I was confused, but as I got older I understood what she meant by that. I had the advantage of having two adult men to learn from and I should respect then both no matter what.¬† I wanted to post this on father’s day, but a lot has been going on (yeah I know I am bit late for father’s day right?). I just wanted to acknowledge these two gentleman and thank them from the bottom of my heart for everything that they have done for me. There was a time when I would complain to my dad about my pops when I was a kid. My dad told me that I better respect my pops or he (my dad) would beat my behind. Okay I tried to flip the script and complain to my pops about my dad. My pops told me that if I didn’t give my dad the respect that he deserves, he (my pops) would beat my behind. Damn that, that’s too many ass whippings for one kid to endure. Don’t you agree?? Thanks for reading…

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